How did I get here?
To me it all just seems a blur.
Only to wake up one morning wondering how I got down this road.
At the time I was too blind to see the truth,
I saw what I wanted to see.
Unfortunately the pain that should have been used to bring me close to you,
was the same pain that took me away from you.
The things I hear, and the words I say oppose each other.
Conviction or Condemnation, is there a difference,
and if there is why can't I see it?
Is my fear of hell greater than my fear of the Almighty?
I've heard some say of the many things in this life that bring sorrow.
Sorrow, HA! we truly know not the real severity of sorrow.
A word we customize to fit our selfishness,
But the truth, oh the truth, this if only we did know.
An anchor that weighs upon the beating of this heart, my heart, the worlds heart, his heart.
If he is the anchor then what are we?
Are we the water, the air surrounding the boat that holds the anchor?
Where is God in this picture?
A mind so fascinating even I to complex to understand.
But a God who promises that I am fearfully and wonderfully made,
How wonderful you are Oh Majestic one.
The shore stands strong and still,
The waves crash over the sands of time,
tell me where do you stay,
what is it that you do,
And where is it that you go,
to and fro, to and fro.
In a department only you know,
You hold the answer to the mysteries of this life,
A mind so finite,
But a God who holds it all together.
Will you hold me when I fall,
Catch me when I cry,
Bring me peace over the misunderstandings of this bi-polar,
It over takes me and controls me,
I forget who I am,
I am weak,
All to weak am I.
A syndrome in which the cure is but one,
You alone are the cure,
A love so holy and pure,
Surround me with your essence that I might remember only you and everything that you stand for.
SO what do you stand for?
And where will you run to?
YOu need me not, yet you want me.
A desire in which you created me for,
Show me your face, that I might believe,
Blessed are those,
well, please Spare this sparrow, because she is lost!
Monday, June 27, 2016
Thursday, June 9, 2016
WHERE DOST THOU DREAMS COME FROM
When you play do you think of me?
When your mother and father tuck you in at night, do you remember me?
When you see other children playing, do you remember that it was you who once played to?
When you smell her scent do you inhale the memories of me?
When she holds you tight and whispers "I love you", can you still hear my voice?
When he kisses your soft head goodnight, Is it I that prays with you from afar?
Far off in another land, I am they, and they are I.
Far off in another land I talk to you and hug you ever so tightly.
Far off in another land I caress your hair gently with my finger tips.
Far off in another land I smile because it is you that I live my life for.
Far off in another land I cry, because the pain cuts deep.
Far off in another land we are together again.
Will you dream, dreams too big to touch the sky?
Will you explode because you cannot fathom the things which God has for you?
Will you enter into his gates with praise, for We will see you again!
Will you hope within your soul for the love that never dies,?
Will you triumph for truth as you are so tenacious!
Will you believe in the one true king Jesus?
OH Lord hold my children tight and never let them fade, for you alone are mighty to save, and it is you alone who upholds them with your might sling. Like David and the giant Goliath, you are a good good father and you alone are worthy of praise. I pray that you touch their hearts whereever they are to know you and to be still and know that you are God. How good you are sweet Jesus.
Without you I am dead at last and free from all peace, I am nailed to the cross in my transgressions teach me to be a woman after your own heart, you are so good oh Daddy, I am so lost and so wretched.
Where was I when you created me, I am not greater than you, deserving of my own honor and praise, seems i've forgotten where I truly stand, please help me to keep you at the forefront of my mind, you are great Father and Creator of the universe, for you alone Stand!!
I commit my spirit unto your hands, and it is your hands alone that will guide me... I love you Daddy
When your mother and father tuck you in at night, do you remember me?
When you see other children playing, do you remember that it was you who once played to?
When you smell her scent do you inhale the memories of me?
When she holds you tight and whispers "I love you", can you still hear my voice?
When he kisses your soft head goodnight, Is it I that prays with you from afar?
Far off in another land, I am they, and they are I.
Far off in another land I talk to you and hug you ever so tightly.
Far off in another land I caress your hair gently with my finger tips.
Far off in another land I smile because it is you that I live my life for.
Far off in another land I cry, because the pain cuts deep.
Far off in another land we are together again.
Will you dream, dreams too big to touch the sky?
Will you explode because you cannot fathom the things which God has for you?
Will you enter into his gates with praise, for We will see you again!
Will you hope within your soul for the love that never dies,?
Will you triumph for truth as you are so tenacious!
Will you believe in the one true king Jesus?
OH Lord hold my children tight and never let them fade, for you alone are mighty to save, and it is you alone who upholds them with your might sling. Like David and the giant Goliath, you are a good good father and you alone are worthy of praise. I pray that you touch their hearts whereever they are to know you and to be still and know that you are God. How good you are sweet Jesus.
Without you I am dead at last and free from all peace, I am nailed to the cross in my transgressions teach me to be a woman after your own heart, you are so good oh Daddy, I am so lost and so wretched.
Where was I when you created me, I am not greater than you, deserving of my own honor and praise, seems i've forgotten where I truly stand, please help me to keep you at the forefront of my mind, you are great Father and Creator of the universe, for you alone Stand!!
I commit my spirit unto your hands, and it is your hands alone that will guide me... I love you Daddy
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